Peculiarity....

Means the quality of peculiar......

Hah!!! Must be wondering what it means.....

Not thinking or asking about it, a friend whom I thought will not call or might have forgotten bout my number or whatever.... CALLED me and we yak... yak... for more than an hour.

This friend of mind share a lot of ideology and philosophy about life and human itself which hit me, leaving me with more question marks on my mind of what kinda damage i'm inflicting to my life at this moment. If you guys out there read books like Secret by Rhonda Byrne or understand what is Quantum of Physics Theory by Eistein, then you know what I meant.

I'm going to a state of life crisis which come to a point if someone will to ask me; What is it that you are thinking?? or What is it you want in life??, I won't be able to give an answer. This is where criticism and a lot of toxic statements from all ends will come in because a lot of people around me thinks I'm wasting my time and I'm rejecting their help and I'm being selfish and I choose to isolate myself from others ... blah blah blah.....

I can choose to defend and tell this people off... but somehow somewhere inside me tell me to just stay COOL and BE PATIENCE. It came to a state I just feel like giving everything up and masuk TANJUNG RAMBUTAN but on the other hand this is just too easy.

I know there are lot of people around me who cares a lot and wants to see me success in life but somehow they just don't understand that their current doings is giving me LOTSA STRESS, VERY TOXIC AND I'M DROWNING HERE!!!!

Well, this is how things are sometime. PATIENCE IS THE GREATEST VIRTUE.